Routine observations from a place that once ran on order, now left to silence.
I found these letters and observation sheets scattered through the silent rooms of St. Senan’s, long after the wards had emptied and the routine of the place had faded.
At first, they looked like ordinary paperwork, but it was the handwriting that stopped me. Careful, deliberate, and beautifully formed — the kind of script that feels like a lost art now. Even so, it wasn’t easy to read. Some words were clear, others faded or tangled in old abbreviations, forcing me to slow down and trace each line.
The entries themselves were simple. Notes on daily life. Who was present, who was off duty, who was expected back. Nothing dramatic — just the quiet mechanics of an institution running through another ordinary day.
Standing there decades later, those small details felt heavier than they ever would have at the time. These weren’t written as history, just routine records by someone doing their job at the end of a shift.
The buildings may be empty now, but the paper still carries a presence. Names, duties, fragments of lives reduced to short lines in blue ink.
The handwriting reminds you of who was once there.